Insufferable Possibilities

Passions beat upon the screen.
You say you love me
But what does it mean?
I'm wishing for you to be the last i see,
But dying is in the past.
Not what i am,
But what i've been. 

Illogical, incomprehendable emotions,
They beat upon my soul.
A heart is just an organ,
But it beats for you,
Doesn't it?

Hooks peirce my sides,
I'm tugged in either direction;
My courage slowly dies. 
Which is the right decision?
Left or right? 
You think i'd lose my will,
But i'm inspired to fight. 

The honesty was on the surface;
Clearly visible through the miles.
Why didn't i see it,
Lying in front of my eyes?
You left and my hopes vanished.
But now i've realized.

Our feelings are mutual,
I know i can't decide.