Departed

Thorns and brambles are no threat 
Towards this undying love of which we claim our own. 
Not a fowl thread could be torn to separate us 
From that which we call home. 

For what reason must our spirits lurk in so many miles distance?
Dancing in susurrous winds, 
Touching merely whispers at our remaining patience.
Stroking a lost dissonance.

A lifetime I have left, 
Remaining in my place,
In mere solitude;
Parted ways from he who consumes my very heart. 
A solemn existence,
Awaiting my own depart
At which time my joy will consume my being,
For reunited I will be with my prince;
For undying love does not cease to exist with the burial of the other party.
Only a painful wait is left for she who was left lonely;
But never alone. 

Decapitated

You won't leave me alone
You say you're still in love with me
But now I'm on my own. 
I'm finally happy with someone else,
So why do you insist on putting me through hell?
I know I don't deserve this. 
You said you meant well. 
I was looking for his conscience, 
And I guess his head just fell. 
I don't mind that he's headless;
The look suits him well. 

Got It

Something indescribable
Something nearly impossible
But we've got it
We've got it. 

Something people get lost finding
Something that forces them into hiding
But we've got it
We've got it.

Something I can't help but cherish 
Something that might just end in marriage 
We've got it. 
We've got it. 

Something I can't live without,
Something I couldn't ever doubt
We've got it.
We've got it. 

Something that brings us together
Something that will never sever
We've got it.
We've got it.

Something people only dream of finding;
Truly this love is undying. 
And I'm so happy to say
We've got it. 

And I'll never let it go.
I'll never let you go.

Alive and Awake

Every night when I go to sleep
I imagine your eyes, 
Reflecting back at me. 
I imagine your eyes,
As the last thing I see.

And when I wake, 
I pray you'll be there
Waiting for each breath you'll take. 

A fist tightly clenched,
Turns to a hand intertwined,
Holding none but mine. 
I've remained in your arms ever since. 

A Slayer's Demise

A red rage hides
Behind my dull eyes.
I hope you perish.
Fall into the depths of hell,
Along with all your lies.
Burry yourself deep,
Where only grotesque creatures sleep.
Burn,
And in ashes they'll reap.
Until I see those ashes,
I won't believe.

And in a coffin made for two
Only one will sleep.
Because I'd rather die alone,
Than be within your reach.

Dreamer

Into the receiver,
Emptiness absorbs the beep. 
You said goodnight
And went to sleep. 
Sweetness flooded by moonlight,
Your image is all I see. 

I echo "I love you",
"I'll meet you by the balcony,"
"staring at the moon."
The whispers dissolve in the darkness,
And I fade into a peaceful sleep. 
Maybe, if I'm lucky,
I'll see you in my dreams. 

Infinite

Lost in limitless freedom
No paths to travel. 
No signs or rules to adhear to. 
And it hits you;
Limitless. 

No walls;
Run as far as you can,
But where have you gotten?
Nowhere. 
How far have you gone?
Nowhere.

Barriers in walls and records;
Limits are far from rules,
But only suggestion,
Only threats. 
Can you defy them?
Can you surpass the limits? 

Or are you afraid to break the unspoken rules?

Your choice;
Conform to living an average life, 
Never pass these barriers. 
Or be extraordinary. 
Live life outside the box.
Live beyond the limits. 
Live above the line. 

Limitless is daunting;
Barriers are only a challenge. 
Here's my only call to action;
Live beyond the limits. 

If I'm Lucky

"If I'm lucky...I won't cry."
She types through her tears as she waves goodbye.
I try my best to hide my face,
Twisted into a distorted place.
All she can hear is the boom of the bass;
All she can feel is his heart race. 

Can't we stay here,
Just for a little while?
Please?

She tries to hide the whimpers of her tears,
But the pain seeps through the green cracks
And the unwanted noise enters her ears.

I'm so lucky you didn't see me cry...
I never thought forever could be in the form of a guy. 

I know i'll see you again;
My only question is
When? 

I know i'll run out of tears eventually,
But when?

Some things you can never put a timer on.
Some things just keep going strong.
You'd tell me if this was wrong;
But it's so right.
It's with you;
Where I belong. 

One weekend,
No white horse required.
Some things go stale;
This will never expire. 

I keep telling myself that there's no room for emptiness in my heart;
It's too filled with your love..
So why can't I rid myself of this empty feeling.
I can't ditch this pain in my chest;
It came as soon as you left. 
A heart that sings 
Hurts at every downbeat. 

We pulled away from your door;
Never a tale of forgotten lore. 
I'll love you forever
And even more.
Forever never ends;
That I can ensure.

"if I'm lucky...you'll be my girlfriend" 
Never stopping:: without end. 

The Happy Killer

I can't stand this.
My mind is so conflicting
With every word I read.

Why does it still hurt,
When you say you're glad you left me?
Why do I feel dead,
When you said you did the right thing?

Your words still have the power to kill,
But you don't mind seeing me die.
As long as you're now watching me,
You know that you will.

You were once a gentle giant,
You were so sweet.
Now every time we talk,
All you do is kill me.

Natural Beauty

Beautiful and billowing, 
Constantly falling,
Infinitely

As one droplet strays;
Beauty falls from a porcelain face.
The drop evaporates,
But the beauty stays. 

Take this handkerchief,
Just in case.
And don't be afraid;
If you find yourself drowning,
I'll always keep you safe. 

Fading Photographs

I recall those nights we spent together,
Holding each other close.
They say you'll only remember the bad times,
When the moments pass,
And the feelings fade

Why is it, then
That I recall those wonderful times.
Those days we spent acting like kids,
Acting the roles of us.
Pretending to be everything we are;
Everything we could ever be.

I wish I could just hit delete
On every picture,
On every memory.
I never thought I'd regret wearing that smile you gave me,
But it mocks me in each picture I see.

I remember when you were modest;
Handsome and recognizable.
Who have you become?
It's no longer like we've separated.
You've died and gone somewhere I'll see you each day.
You're dead,
Get out of my way.

Just leave me alone.
Just me and my heartache.

The Only

Its no longer about winning or losing.
It's about surviving 
In a world where you're alone.
In this world where everyone's against you.

Proven paranoia,
Provoked by trust, 
Ensued by fear. 
These are the people I loved.
They turned quickly. 

Had my surroundings matched my mind,
A black abiss
And I'm alone;
If only. 

Had my surroundings matched my eyes,
A hateful world, 
And I'm lonely;
If only. 

Fully submerged and I am walking.
A fire starts below the surface. 
Sand cracked between clenched teeth,
And someone's going to die. 

I'm all alone and on fire. 

Appreciation of the Past Only in the Present

For a few minutes the whole world is in mourning,
Remembering the life of a man who inspired a revolution.
The man who left a mark.
The man who left.

For only moments the world stands still.
The shock hits the country and pulses through our veins.
Maybe you've moved on,
But your legacy remains.

A noble man of superior innovation,
You redefined the way we do the simplest things,
You redefined a nation.

In each hand we hold your work,
Your legacy lives on with each logo.
You've completely changed our world.

Love it while you've got it;
Tomorrow it could be gone.

To the Girl Who Went Back

I'd never let you close enough to smell me,
And I've dropped the ways of my past.
I've moved from drama; that's so petty.
I'm working only to be my best.

Sure I've done things which I regret,
But living in the past is just so last year.
I've exceded the empty threat.
All you've said, so insincere.

You say I've mistreated many,
But you're still breaking people down.
How ironic that you'd accuse me,
When you're still messing around.

You once said I was beautiful,
Do you remeber that?
And you turned around simply to say,
She's ugly, slutty and fat.

Mentally unstable,
Maybe I'm just rude?
Two faced, or a liar
Or a nasty combonation of the two.
If you're spending your life on fire,
Maybe these words won't burn you?