Regret at Eleven Eleven PM

What do you do 
When you can't get it right?
When each word you say
Results in a fight. 

What do you do when your love is so strong,
But the feeling is one-sided
And the actions are all wrong.

How do you live through so many days of pain,
When there is no hope,
Or potential for gain. 

Meet Me at the Intersection of Love and War

Let there be light,
Let there be war.
Forever there is fright
To acompany terror.
When covered by the cloak of night,
Question: what are we fighting for?

Does hate triumph over love?
Do good intentions follow bad decisions?
Will higher powers always live above?
Higher powers provoke visions,
But scarcely of love.

Good Foe Nothing

Quick strides through empty halls,
Harsh glares penetrate my skin.
Can they see what I am feeling?
Do they know the way I'm dealing?
She hasn't the slightest clue
Of what we do.
And the other hasn't the slightest idea.
Maybe ignorance is bliss for all parties involved?
Maybe she's just dumb.
An enemy is never beneficial;
Glares and giggles
Are powerful forces.
Maybe sticks and stones
Have the power to kill;
But it is words
That are sure to fulfill.
Pick your poision,
Whether it is "bitch" or "whore";
But know who you're dealing with,
So you don't receive much more.

Missing Embrace

Embracing every moment of silence,
The sound so pure.
The low murmur of life is distant.
The riveting echo
Of daily life,
It escapes my memory.
The quiet could be disturbed 
At any moment,
But for now,
I shall sit in the silence
And absorb its simplicity.
Far from the roar of life.
Such a beautiful lack of noise.
If only greed didn't ask for more.

Concealed in Storms

As I stand below this inundation,
Are they tears;
Or are they raindrops?
Only my umbrella could tell.
My feet stand
Above the forgiving floor.
The floor could never disclose,
Are they tears?
Or are they raindrops?
This secret is safely hidden,
Within the storm.

Around and Around

Hopeless circles 
We've traveled in since our dawn.
Lacking the bravery
To stand and be strong. 

To tell me how you feel,
Then to shoot me down.
Just keep going,
Around and around. 

Endless cycles
Of pain and regret. 
I'm tired of flying solo,
Let's make it a duet. 

To deny me the truth, 
To hollow a promise. 
Just keep hurting me;
Again and again.

Synonyms for Bliss

Just one smile from her
Means more to him
Than a thousand of my painfully sheded tears.
He'll care about her for years,
While I'm only a fleeting intrest.

Never will I mean to you,
What, to me, you do. 

Forever I'll be in your debt, 
But never in your heart. 
A million remedies
Could never teach me to forget.
For ignorance is bliss, 
And my life is bliss-less. 

A synonym for ignorance? 
A useful skill I lack.
Your name;
A simple four letter word,
If only it could bring ignorance to my ears. 

Even a being with an entire brain,
Cannot teach ignorance. 
For one cannot un-learn, 
And forgetting is impossible.